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wow!

Just got back home.....

After work was 2230... Went to gym.. till 12mn.. I LOVE THIS FEELING! Train till all your muscles n bones tear and crack!! It's a VERY good way to relieve stress.. after that went to AMK to have dinner with Zeki n Steven.. chit chat till 2+ 3 ?? haha.. Steven drove me back.. What a longgggggg way for him.. THANKS!

Anyone sick of your life ?? What do you actually got sick off ?
There's only two reasons why guys got stressed up..
Women. Or. Money.
For me.. I'm stress of money! Money is everything to me now! But some is just fucking pauper and they can even think of women. What are they thinking in their mind. Because of a hole that guys will never have unless they do a surgery ?

Money and friends

So what if you have money but you got no friends.. So what if you have plenty of women beside you but you have no money. You are just a piece of shit..


Life is pissing me off.
I'm a Legend. Better than Warren Buffett.

loner.

shag!

Just got back from gym..

loner.

yawn~

yawnss.......

just woke up not long ago...... not sure why recently my gastrocnemius will cramp suddenly or rather feel pain at the calf... Maybe because of the fan keep blowing at me..? Cause i stop the fan from moving.. den got up .. VERY VERY PAIN.

Five hours more to gym.. May be going down to PS first to get my Cytogainers.. hmm. feeling bored !! No Money No Talk.! HA!




What was your reaction when you saw my message once you got up from bed.
Shock ?
Sick of it ?
Irritating ?
He got nothing to do ?
Or "Stop bothering Me"?


Sometimes.. One cant control themselves from doing something they doesnt really want to do. Since you already chose this path to ignore him.. Wish you endeavors in future then.
=)

loner.

morning......

It's already 3:53am........... Where a new chapter begins

Haha.. Pissed her off yesterday evening.. And........ It was a very bad day.. Really.. never failed to enjoy at the salon.. Didn't went to gym as today is a Public Holiday.. So it close at 10pm. Shall go tomorrow.. After work met up with xavier.. went to eat at one of the Japanese stall near orchard.. And stroll down to Wisma.. And then headed down to 7 Mile..

Xavier didn't want to go meet with us cause he got to wake up early the next day.. So i went to meet them at Al-Azahar.. Drank Teh Peng.. And went to play Lan.. ZERO HOUR - Super Weapon!! 3 Humans V.S 4 Comp. As usual, we did what we should do to them.. Played the last round.. When I was ready to enter their base.. Guess wad happened.. GAME OVER. Usual problem.. Hate this feeling. And.. Back home....... My bro asked me to watch this --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RONM_WhAp9Q&feature=related

And.. Got nothing to do now.. Watching Hot Shot soon.. epi 14.. It will be a nice epi if im not wrong.. Anyway, this show is nice..

Well.... Off today(28/10).. Gym at 9pm. Guess I will sleep till the sun raise to the max of the sky..


*What it really matters now is.. I want you to be happy. =)
Wondering if you are reading my blog now.............

loner.

Have you eva think of someone else's feeling.. How do they think of you. Who are you to them. Have any of these questions go through your mind before ? Seriously. Why are there still so many inconsiderate people living on this world. Just thought of what benifits themselves but not having a tot of others. What are they thinking in their mind. Whats their mindset. No one knows only themselves, and GOD. How are they going to live on in the next decade. What are their future.

NOBODY KNOWS WHAT'S GOING ON THE NEXT MOMENT!!

Past 12.. Its another new start of the day..

After living for 20 years.. That was the FIRST.. and I mean FIRST ever time i sleep in the hall till the next day.. thou its already 5am n I got to wake up at 8:30am.. Its my first damn ever time.. Who would want any of their family members to sleep in the living room when they have a comfortable room. Im lost of words. No words can even describle.. sighsss...........

Get back to 26/10/2008...


Quite busy thou.. I like this feeling when you keep working non-stop and you wun feel tired when you only get to sleep for less than 5 hours.. thats the best part i like to work the most as a hairdresser.. Noon to evening..

Went to Newton Circles to have dinner with some friends.. fell asleep in my friend's car when coming back.. and.. guess what.. I ate again at home.. Mummy left food for me.. Got nothing to do now.. Back home = BORED .........

Just wanna noe what are you doing right now and who you are with.

loner.

loner.....

25 Oct 2008




Maybe due to frequently going back home late at night, when the wolf starts to fall out.. I have no intenion of going home.. I rather chill with my friends. Bored being at home.. starts thinking n thinking n thinking......................

Today,


work was busy.. he is damn nice to me.. keep giving me chances.. anyway, after work was 2100.. went to carpark puff 2 cigars .. wanted to go to Zeki's home to stay overnight.. but.. came to kel's house instead.. going to Paradise soon if im not wrong.. Now waiting for one F***er to come over...

Sighsss...........

One Non Worthy Life..
Consider yourself lucky with your damn f***ing life with no regrets!

loner.

...

just got back home from gym. with steven around.. its a HELL. haha.. but his not around.

wad friends are for ? to accompany you? be there by ur side when u need them? Or have fun together, enjoy together??

But wad did u treat me as... u freaking know what i want. but wad did u do. Or u dun even treat me as a friend. Or just a hi-bye friend. HA! whatever it is. I jus live on with my damn fcking life.


I was just happened to be around. That is why I got to know you.

tell me what actually u are thinking. tell me straight and i will fuck off . Im feeling damn horrible.. why do I have you guys as my friends.

Just finished my dinner.. "Yu Le Bai Fen Bai" is damn nice!! as long as Xiao Zhu is around, the show will be fantastic.. haha. Meeting tomorrow!! Need to wake up @ around 0715!? It starts at 0900.. DAMN!! WHY DO I HAVE TO GO WHEN ITS TOTALLY NONE OF MY BUSINESS! ITS TORTURING ME!!

ROAR !!!

Trying to find my peers with blog. So I can add them!! COME COME COME !

loner.

back to blogging.......

ok.. all thanks to lijuan for helping me with this blog.. i learnt how to make a blog as well. haha.. anyway,
today.. no. YESTERDAY... was kinda bored at the salon.. but with them around.. i never failed to laugh.. enjoying my life there now @ Plaza Singapura. Left like less than 2 months before i get enlisted..? so i have to cherish my time there with them. but still will have the chance to meet up with them again.
Tomorrow will be a busy day for me OR rather ERNEST ?? have lots of Rebonding tomorrow.. wonder will I fall asleep with doing the ironing like wad Zeki does? LOL. then i have mastered the highest level of doing rebond..
After work, Steven called n told me that outside is raining heavily.. So Zeki n I went up to XIN WANG to have our dinner.. The 3 Hunks slack till 2330.. took a train back.. almost 1am reached home. oh my. so I start creating a Blog with the help from Lijuan.. If not, I wun noe where i will have to start from. especially the codings. hmm.
"Time Now: three fifty AM" have to wake up at eight thirty. argh! gonna die in salon later ! My bed is calling for me.
tata.........

loner.