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lonely world...........

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woo~

Today is my last day working with B.C and Sam. Tomorrow is my last day working with ALL of them. Really enjoy working with them. Fun being there. =) After work went to Bukit Gombak to eat. After that went Bukit Timah for Battle Field. Maybe going to haunted house later. Not sure? Shall see how it goes. =)


I like the way you are now. Hope it will get better and better and one day... You know. It's for me to know and for you to find out.

loner.

gosh!

Gosh!! Everytime seems to go bad for me!! Handphone spoilt !! Comp kenna virus! What the hell.. NO IMAGE OF MY PHONE. Gonna change one already. ARRRRR!!!!!! PISSED!

Today work was ok. Had a haircut again. Number2 at the side and at the back. Went back early today. Took OT to leave early at 7pm. =) Two more days to say bye bye to Kimage. I got a video of White Tiger eating the man. But.. HANDPHONE NO IMAGE! FUCK.

Had dinner with Crystal just now at Lot1. Talked... and walked back home.. Here I am . . Another day tomorrow. Another day on sunday. Bored. BORED BEING AT HOME!

Sad and happiness. Which do you choose? What can you do if you feel sad. What can you do if you are happy? Whether you are sad or happy, it's also a day you will have to go through. So why not choose to be happy? =P

I have been tolerating with her naggings. I try not to talk back. Cause they are getting old. Let them be. I don't want to regret next time like what I did to my grandmother. My grandmother dote me so much yet I scold her, quarrel with her. Say nasty words at her. And when she leaves us. I regretted for doing all those to her. So I will treat my them good and let them say what they want. sighssss.. This is life. What to do..

LIVE WITH NO REGRETS

loner.

emo.......

Today was a busy day for me. No time for my meals.. Only eat when I reach salon. And then... World War started. =) But.. It's good.. I like..

Leaving in 3 days time... And prepare for my enjoyment. And after all my enjoyssssss.. Prepare to get tortured. Tsk!!

James ask me to follow him to St. James tomorrow. James go to St. James. Not bad. Should I or shouldn't I follow? Thinking in progress.

Today after work was around 10pm. Waited for Steven. And we went to find our "friend". And then.. Back home!! Bored.

When I saw what you were doing. Don't know why I feel so uneasy. I'm a person who jealous so easily. Anyway, I can't do anything. =) Many things are undefined. Where do we get the answers from ? It's from yourself. If we don't get what the answers are, you will suffer.

Should I start my game ?? Can I be a bastard ? What if I'm a bastard. Things starts to get worst. SO. SHOULD I OR SHOULDN'T I.

loner.

forgotten......

Forgotten what I wanted to say here...... It was in my mind earlier.. hmmm....... well... anyway,

Today is quite a busy day for me. =) Wanted to take MC tomorrow.. But... I guess I won't take it anymore.. Cause it's like left 4 more days ? I do Swee Swee for them bah.. After work went to gym. I LOVE IT ! RELIEVE STRESS! Sunday BIG DAY !! LAST DAY! And ... Going to JB next week. Also a BIG DAY!! 9/12 is also a BIG DAY !! So many big days.. laughs! It's raining. Nice. Not sure if I will be able to wake up tomorrow.

It's been going down so deep like the ocean. But... What's your answer to it ? I'm willing to wait. How long do I have to wait till you nod your head? Well...... It's ok. =) Let fate to decide then.

loner.

changed.....

Went to watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua.. Funny and cute show. CUTE! Those doggies are cute! Oh my. Went Lot1 in the afternoon.. Ate Yong Tau Fu. After that went to watch movie and then to Esplanade .. And Back home!! Ate Hor Fun at night. tsk!

After I stopped working in Kimage.. I still have 8 days for me to enjoy! I will do a "Spring Cleaning" for my room! Dust combine with dirt. Oh my. Faint.. Nevermind. I will clean my room before I go NS. =)

You have started to changed my life. I'm doing what I never used to do. Though I have thought of doing. But now, I'm doing with no second thoughts. Though it's just some simple things. But I will still be myself. =)
Hope I will share every of your problems. Enjoy every moments with you. =)

loner.

holiday..

Every sunday is a chalet for me....... Why ? We play around.. and SLEEP AROUND !

Slept in the salon... Play game.. fool around... Video them like nobody's business.. Fun... and my friend !! DUNHILL !!

This morning when I took 190 to work...... I overslept to Funan ! So I took a train to Plaza Sing.. After work. I took 190 back again.. I almost overslept to Lot1 interchange ! Luckily I suddenly woke up and quickly press the bell before it leaves. What a sleeping day for me. Came back home... BORED !

Getting lazier and lazier.. and even lazier.. and more lazier.. Getting so tired everyday. Body system getting weaker. May leave this world anytime and anywhere.You never know what's going on. Only god knows it. Life is bored.

loner.

love......

There are many things we got to go through in life. Love, career...... all the up and down.. You don't "Aga Aga" with your life. In the end, you will have a Aga Aga life. As in, you don't know what to do next. You are lost. "Aga" is a very DANGEROUS word ever to use! If you "Aga" your life, it means you doesn't even bother about how you gonna live in the future. You won't know what's your future is going to be.
If your Aga-ration is so accurate, there won't be any penniless person. You won't see so many perseverance small kids and aunties going table to table at coffee shop selling tissue. And there will be alot of millionaire.

Some human beings just doesn't know how to solve the problem with relationships. Though there are no perfect couples around. But at least we have to know the basics in to it.. What are basics. Its you know what to do. When to give in. When not to. Giving in too much.. they will start to take it for granted. Doesn't appreciate what you do for them. And this started to changed their mindset of you. They will start thinking that.. I AM RIGHT ! YOU ARE WRONG ! WHATEVER I DO YOU MUST LISTEN. YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A PIECE OF SHIT. LISTEN TO ME BEFORE I LEAVE YOU. AND YOU WILL REGRET FOR LIFE ! MUHAHAHA! F*** you people. This will starts them to change their attitude towards you.
To maintain a good relationship is to understand the person. Doesn't get stress over what they do. Have trust in them. Understands what they are doing. No matter how long they have to wait for them to finishes their work and not get pissed off over it. Not to tied them too hard. Gives more freedom for friends.

When you're in a relationship, PLEASE don't forget about your friends. If you do so, sooner or later.. You will find yourself lonely in a black and white world. No rainbows over you. No more sunshine. And nightmares will be your new friends...

When you are willing to share your problems with your friends. Listen to their advise and think back what you have done wrong. What's the point for you to keep speaking for yourself and the other party when you are here to share your damn problem and doesn't listen to our advise. You are just here to entertain us and telling us how great you are. We have been through alot so we are able to share with you what's going on. You have to cope it well. Don't think that future will be how you think right now. In this period of time, things start to change... You will never know what's going on tomorrow. Even worst, in the future. What you think is that.. We are telling you bad. Shoot all the bullshits to you from us. "Aga" your future where you don't even have a stable career or something. One just cant take people's advise you might as well stay at home keep banging on the wall or you can just shut up drink your f***ing chinese tea and listen to our craps. Don't be a loser. Have to change your childish thinking. Be more matured.

We never know what is going to happen next. Don't ever "Aga" your life. Dream is good. But.. don't day dream or expect it to come. High expectation isn't a good thing.It will only destroy your brain cells. Plan for your career now than your marriage. Once you've had a career, nothing can stop you from going through the winning line.

loner.

anytime, anywhere

Latest well trained skill... I can sleep anywhere and anytime! Seriously. ANYWHERE.!

Nothing much about today.. Cause.. Life is boring.. Nothing much we can do about it. Left 17 more days for me to report to Old Choa Chu Kang Road. Saddness..

Getting lazier and lazier. Getting so shag each day. Don't feel like doing anything!


Sometimes I really wonder if you treat everyone the same or just me. I have starting to been thinking too much about many things. Hope one day I know the true you. =)

loner.

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Don't take me like a fool. If you are playing some games with me. Stop it right now before I start my game! I'm not anybody. I'm Sze Tho. You don't wish to mess with.

Lazy to clean my room! dust all over! Why does dust exist. Sighss..


Heart swollen,
Mind corrupted,

After listening...
Starts to avoid,
What else can I do...

We count step by step..
regretted for what I did.
But for you,
I rather sacrifice,

I still chose one path for myself.
Is to respect my own decision,
no matter what happens.

Unless just one day,
you starts to changed.

Hot tempered me.
Easily frustrated.
Nice guy still is me.

loner.

back..

After like don't know how many days since I last blog..

Basically, I have already forgotten how I did for the past few days.. anyway, I left 1+ week more to leave Kimage. And less than one month for National Service.

Went to JW to have lunch with Andrew. And also up with Xavier n Ben. And I bought 1200 a non-camera phone @ only 50 bucks. Gonna give the other phone I'm using back to Jon. After JW went to JB with Xavier.

Just got back from JB. Went there to slack.. Since we got nothing to do in Singapura? Went to JB. Slack.. And went to drink with Amos and others.. It was like.. 1+ in the middle of the night.. Amos drove us to outside Singapore custom and drop us there. As he cant go in to Singapore cause he didn't bring his passport along. So.. We walked to Singapore custom ! Not that far actually.. We took a cab back.. Here I am ! HAs!

Gym tomorrow again! I will train hard to get what I expected.



I have been thinking for quite sometime. I've decided to give up on you. I guess you know who you are if you are reading my blog. My life starting to get back to what I used to be and I'm sure you won't like it. Humans are a very complicated creature. We wouldn't know what's gonna happen in the next moment of life. We might think that what we thought will last forever.. But...... You will change your mind eventually. PLEASE DON'T MAKE EMPTY PROMISES!! This is very important. What you don't confrim please don't make a promise! I have my greatest friend with me.. There when I'm lonely or feeling down. We share the same feelings.


Dunhill is my greatest friend of my life. =) love ya.

loner.

hi

Quite busy today.. One whole day only ate one meal.. sighss...


After work.. Went gym. Today quite relax. Not sure why. Went off early today. Actually going to BK at cine. But... scare no last train. So I'm back home!! Bored ! Nothing to do. All of my friends had their dinner already. Sad. Waiting for my brother to come back. A BIG SIGH!

Bad habit is back !! Keep on blinking my eyes.. Sighs. I cant control.. Auto blink and blink. I DUN WANT IT !!

loner.

sometimes......

Sometimes I really wondering. What's going on ? What is this ?? Or I'm just thinking too much ? I cant believe what I'm seeing.. It's like so coincidence.? Who can help me ? No one can help me. You are starting to have a cold shoulder on me. What am I supposed to do ? Continue waiting ? My friend told me not to. But... I cant get you off my mind. Whenever I close my eyes.. Your image appear in front of me. I feel like tears-ing.. But.. So what if i dropped my tears. Will it change everything ?


I still believe in myself. You can not believe in anyone. But believe in yourself. =)

loner.

sad.

Sad.. Didn't went to Go-Kart today. Because.. KEL CANT FIND HIS PASSPORT !! DAMN IT ! Waste my time.. I haven been sleeping dude !! ROAR !!


Time to sleep !! tata....................

loner.

Good Morning !

A very good morning to everyone..

loner.

hmm..

Where did I went yesterday?? Oh.. Paradise. After gym den went to game until 4am. Then....... back home n ZZZZZ.. Today is freaking tired for me at work. In fact, ALL of us were tired.


08/11/2008

To be continue........
ALL of us were tired. tsk! After work went to sing! Just got home.. Well.. I guess I am starting to slack at work. Don't wish to do anything at the salon. REASON: I'm leaving SOON! *evil laughs* Surprisingly Yiwen called me!! She asking me for dinner before I go in NS. I was like SHOCKED. She never msg me before ? She missed me?! O.O! nahx.. Friends lah..




Do you really care for me? Or you treat everyone the same. Hope it's the other way round. But i guess...... a big NO.
Cherish me before you can ever see me again. =)

loner.

Menses for me......

Today is not a day for me.. Work and suddenly mooooooood swing. Swing high high cannot see.

Work, alright. Not really busy. Still can have the time to take some cigar.. Didn't know they going to gym today. If not i will tag along.. BORED!

Waiting for Gabriel to come. He wanna have a hair cut.. All a long I am the one who is cutting his hair. Hmm.. I can say training? tsk!!

Something you must really know. You must have a reason for doing anything. If you don't have a reason for something, that means you are just wasting your time and effort. Something you want or it's a need. You want something.. Please don't get it. If you need something, please risk your life and get it. But most of the humans get what they want and not what they need. Sometimes human beings are just so complicated. =)

loner.

never watch...............

Seriously, never watch The Coffin. It's a damn fucking waste of money and wasting of time watching. Other than the director, you never know what the fuck it's showing about.

After watching went to Mac to have dinner.. Then slack at Kopi Roti. Until around 1130 and SHOOOOO back home...

Wtf.. Took MC and watch movie. That's what I should do. Ha! Since I'm about to leave Kimage in just less than 1 month? Hm... 24days to go. =)

I'm a simple person for you to know. Nothing complicated about me. If you people think I'm a very complicated person.. You are wrong. But how many of you think the other way? After my NS, It's time for me to chiong my work. No fooling around.. But occasionally lah. TSK! I can be serious at times.. But I can be a schizophrenic at all times! Work tomorrow.. A very big SIANs !!!

loner.

spinning!

Tuesday, Met Andrew in the afternoon for lunch. After that Leo came to find us at Lot1.


Evening, Went to Ben's area to buy Martell and mixer. Den went to Ben's house.. Waiting for all to come.. Ordered KFC. It's always fun being with them.. Scream here and there like nobody's business. One day police will COME! WOOHOO! After eating.. IT'S TIME TO START THE GAME!

The game started.. As usual what we always play. Got Ace, POUR WADEVER U WANT. got 4 Kings, DRINK WADEVER IT'S INSIDE THE GLASS. This is HELL! Played afew rounds. And they wanted to stuff a funnel and pour wadever they want for 20 secs. Cause im 20 years old!! You people are not cool !! But I escape away. Currently no pictures. Wait till Ben loaded all the pictures then I upload on here.. Then.. Lie on Ben's bed.. My head was spinning. And... ZZZZZZZ until this morning 10am.

On MC today. Damn tired.. My head still spins.




Maybe, you people doesn't think I'm still alive in this world. I share stuffs with you. But in the end, what do I get. You people totally forgotten about me. When you need me, you call me. When you don't need me, it's as if I'm not alive. What's the feeling of being left alone? Don't pity me. Cause you people suck to the core. =) Come and get me if you dare. I will give you no peace. One by One. I will give you a living

HELL .
R.I.P .

loner.

Official Birdday to me.

Woohoo.. Went to work today.. Is totally slack! Ha.

Didn't went to gym today. Beacuse my parents bought cake for me.. So I came back home.. Tomorrow night then celebrate with friends. Simple.. Going to Ben's house.. Woooooo~~

My computer went crazy!! Auto shut up more than 5 times. Think it's time my PC.

Not sure will I get a MC on wednesday?? Anyway, Im leaving soon!! GIVE ME MORE FREEDOM !! tsk..

loner.

Happy Birdday to me! =)

Happy Birdday to Mr. Sze Tho.! =)

loner.

sleeping.......

I was late for work. Work at 10. Should 730 I get up from bed. Guess what time i woke up. 1130 ! It's already over my working time. Anyway,

loner.

killing me!

OH GOD !! I haven been sleeping since thursday!


Thursday after work went to meet with them.. played game till 3+.. Went to eat after that.. Then Ben suggested that we dont go home until first bus arrive.. So we went back to play game again!! That's cool thou.. but.. SHAG THE NEXT DAY !!
Friday 7am THEN SLEEP until EIGHT THIRTY AM !! ARRRRRRRRR !! Went to salon. SHAG FACE. lmao..

After work went to gym with Ernest.. Mummy n Daddy came to fetch me.. Cause Im lazy to take train ! And cab is freaking expensive.. Went to Newton Circles to eat.. I gonna sleep after I bathe.. Got to wake up at 730.. gosh.

loner.

killing me!

loner.