one lonely world.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Bad and a Good week

Monday wasn't a good week. 9pm did pumpings till 10pm. 12mn did punpings till 1245. just wtf man. they are taking our life out man!! Tuesday got pump by the freaking Coy Commander. And they got fucked by our DSP. VERY GOOD~~ But next week gonna suffer. Sighs. No money already.. SO SAD !!

Exam next week. STRESSED !! PASS~!! LEFT LAW EXAM TO POP !!

loner.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Sunday

It's Sunday again..

Sunday... Boring night for me again... Gonna book in at 1945Hrs. After the Fit Squad come in on April, I will be booking in at 2100Hrs. But.. I wanna get out of the HTA on MAY !! Pass all my exams just with one try. No re-take please!!

You told me not to malinger. But in end. You are the one who keep doing it. From the past till now. You didn't stick to whatever you advise others to do. What does this means? You can have alot of reasons. But those are just excuses. You are taking me for granted. Who am I to you. Friend? Good friend? Best friend? To you I'm your BEST friend. But the truth is, You will only come to me when you are in some kind of trouble. Though we have known each other for very long, but this is the feeling you gave me.

NS is a stress for me.

loner.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

nearer and nearer

It's getting nearer and nearer..........

Time bomb. 2 weeks to explosion. Shall not say what it is. Well.. This week was like....... hell for a few days. But.. Still can take it. =) And... Friday book out. Went our with two of my camp friends. Wanted to play pool. But.. FULL !! Bloody fool. MS full.. Bugis full. Ok. Go sit down and chat. 11pm meet up with other friends. Something great happened and wasted our time. Went Arena. Too ex. Laughs! Went Boat Quay in the end. 0430 went home. Sleep till 1230. Bored. Tomorrow book in again. Fucked up.

Afraid is something I hated the most. Afraid of this. Afraid of that. Making me stress. Life still has to go on. Can we change fate. Yes. But how? The problem is lying on you. DEAD~

loner.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Bored.

Boredddddd...

Due to sleep so "early" today. I slept till 3pm. Stayed at home. Played FM. At night went JB to have dinner with family. No plans for today. So stay at home. =) Watched soccer at home.. LIVERPOOL !!! Man Utd 1 - 4 Liverpool

Woohoo!! Tomorrow night book in.. BORED... SUCKS.. NS SUCKS!!

loner.

hmm..

Boring ...

After book out.. Went back home.. As usual. Do my laundry. Had a haircut for my friend. Then.. Went Boat Quay.. Boring. Sat there for three hours but only drank 2 glass of alcohol? Went Discovery Bar to have tower of beer. The beer sucks. Zzz!! Went back boat quay don't know for what. Then went back home in the morning. Slept at 7am. Woke up at 3pm. BORING !! What a night I had yesterday. =) Didn't really drink much. Boring day.

What I have been thinking about. It's impossible. Forget about it. This is life. Ciaos.

loner.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

woohoo~

Finally!! Handphone is back!

Yesterday went Causeway Point to collect back my e65. Finally got back my phone. No.. It's my camera phone. Went friend's house. Went to eat. Watched Hostel. Cool show. =D Boring. No money no talk.. Everything talks about money. The rule of the game. "No money please Fuck Off." Sad.. So........ I'm fucking off.

loner.

Friday, March 6, 2009

Easy week

Easy week has over!

This week was a relax week for me. Cause I'm not in the demo squad. So I relax one corner while they are practicing with their drills. Hmm. Nothing much. This week only had one class lesson. As my OC was oversea and nobody took over our class. So yea.. RELAXED !! But.. IT'S OVER !!

Today before book out. Surprised. Exercise first before booking out. =) Crazy.. CRAZY !! IM IMMUNE TO IT !! ARGH. Not sure going out not.. BORED. NO MONEY NO TALK. =)

Seriously. I don't know what to say. I'm not sure what I am thinking. I miss you. I miss you badly. =/

loner.