one lonely world.

Friday, October 23, 2009

It has been so long since I last blog.

I'm very happy with my life now. Because I got someone being there for me. Though we have been together only for two months, but I can feel lots of love given from her. I really appreciate that. You willing to do what you not used to do for me. I will do whatever I think I can to make you happy.

We have alot of happy times together. But you would not know when I am pissed off. I do not wish to let you know I'm unhappy. Because I know if I show it out, you won't like it. So after awhile I will be fine. Sometimes you made me upset. Made me got angry. I will just keep quiet. I don't know why I behave like this. Not only to you. My ex-girlfriends as well as to most of my friends. This is the way I am. Whatever I do, I got my own reasons. Nobody should ask why. Because you people doesn't have to know.

Certains things can be controlled. But one insist on doing it, there am I.. I can be an attitude fuck. I am be a romance guy. I can be very fun at all times. But I also will be nasty if somebody got into my way.

I will give in all my love for you. I will try my best to bring you happiest. I love you so much baby. It's true. Hugs!!

loner.