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relax but not relax.

Relax but not relax... Hm..

Sad to say. The moment I came home. I heard a very terrible news from my daddy. My uncle passed away this morning. Sickness cause : Heart Attack.
His old. He had sickness with him. Rest In Peace.

Life is so unpredictable. You will never know what's gonna happen tomorrow. Enjoy as much as you can now. Unless it's too late to enjoy. So... Enjoy every moment dudes!!

Anyway, this week was a relaxing week. In the other hand, it's not rather a good week. Cause.. TOO BORED !!! My ranging. Total of 4 frames we did. 1st frame 38points. 2nd frame 35 points 3rd frame forgotten. 4th frame 89points! From bad to good. Hope I can do better in my 5th and 6th frame!! Cheers! I sprained my foot. Fuck care lahx. Fucking Dennis. Go and die lahx.. bastard.

The feelings came back. Great. Hope the wish will come true. Enjoy every moment of our life.

loner.

SS

Sabai Sabai~

Sabai Sabai. Kap Kap Kap.. Yesterday night cousin fetch me to Taman Jurong to find my friend. Went to drink again~ This will be the last shortest week already. No more holidays coming up. OH !! THAT'S NOT COOL.. Slept at 0500. This is the time I wake up when I'm in camp. Civilian life is so damn fucking shiok!

Going back at 1900. BACK TO MY PRISON WITH LOTS OF BASTARDS INSIDE.

What are we now ? More than friends ? I'm not sure. What's the point for bothering myself with all these kinda stuff. I start to imagine alot of things the moment I think back.

loner.

Chinese New Year

Happy Chinese New Year !!

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year. Woke up at 8am. Left house to relatives' house at 0830. Almost finished visiting most of the houses already. Went to 5 houses ?? Getting lesser and lesser. That also means my Ang Bao is getting lesser and lesser! ROAR~ Nevermind. It's ok. Left one more to visit later. Not sure what time going. I was so tired !! Oh gosh.

loner.

all day long

Shop all day..

From afternoon till night was out shopping.. This is the first ever time I shop for one freaking day for new year clothes and first ever freaking time I shop for so long.. So damn freaking tired. All day long at Orchard. At night went Jurong Point and have dinner there.

Left 4 Dead at Bukit Timah till 0230. Came back home ZZZZZZ...

The way I heard you shout.. I can guarantee you that you will regret in your life next time. Unless you are damn freaking heartless or maybe it's just ok for you.

loner.

wad a day

Saturday~

Went to friend's birthday at Segar Road. Was forced to play basketball with them. But I didn't want to sweat myself. 2200+ went to Purvis Street to chill awhile. After that wanted to go to Sabai Sabai. But one cant go in. So never go anywhere. Went back to my friend's birthday. Stayed until 4am. Home sweet home.

Later going to town. Get new year clothings. Wasn't sure what to buy yet as my cash is quite tight. God of fortune!! WHERE ARE YOU ? I LOVE U SO MUCH!! Drop me some money p-r-e-a-s-e!! Going club tonight. Not sure where to go. Shall decide later.

I think I have get myself clear. I know what I want. And I know what to do.

loner.

slack.... SLACK !

Slack and slack..

This whole week was quite slacking at HTA. Saw people P.O.P. Kinda sad. Laughs. That's normal ok!! And.. Nothing much to say about. Anyway. Chinese New Year is just few days later. So only to book in on tuesday night. CHEERS!

Gonna go friend's birthday. Nothing sure going where after that. Shall see how.

Hope everyone got their wish granted for this new year. Do smoothly in everything. From bad to become good. Good to become good-est. Earn more more MONEY !! and.... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !
YAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM............
SHENGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.............

loner.

Saturday

Phuture..

Saturday Zouk had an event. Gatsby dancing event. 1st prize will get to go to Tokyo for competition. Yesterday was like 8 participants. Anyway, Yesterday Phuture was like more guys or rather gays than ladies. Laughs. Was pushed here and there. Oh gosh. Reached home 5am+

Woke up. Went to gym awhile. My neck is fcuking pain when I look down. AR! And had a haircut for mummy. Now I going to get my lunch. Go back to my jail soon. ENJOY!!

loner.

drink DRINK!

BOOK OUT !! DRINK !

Book out day.. Time for drink. Every weekend drink. WTF. My friend said me.. "WOW, every book out you want drink.. No good you know." Of course I know. Other than drinking I don't know what to do. Song bo..

Went Cine at night. They wanna have their dinner. Then headed to Boat Quay. We saw some friends. And asked them to join. We went home damn fucking early. at 0630. Good Morning!! Reached home. Accompanied my friend to Polyclinic. He took MC and not going to work today. Went to have breakfast-cum-lunch. I went to bought my stuff to bring back to camp. And back home to sleep.

Just woke up not long ago. Might be going to Phuture? Not sure what time I will be going. Got the urge. And.. That's it. Tomorrow is a Sunday. It's my book in day. So fast. Chinese New Year is just next week. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Just don't fucking care about me. Don't fucking care about what I do. Mind your damn fucking business. And fuck off. You will want to come if you want. I don't know what do you treat me as. But just fuck off.

loner.

Another book out day.

Another book out day !

It's another book out day!! This week kinda slack at HTA. I also don't know why. Just think so. And.. Something's great.. Last time was my right ankle hurt.. Now is my left ankle hurt. Now I can feel the sharp pain. Oh man. Well.. I guess.. The only medicine to cure my ankle is ALCOHOL ! Maybe gonna go drinking later. Not sure.

I guarantee this.. You are playing the hell outta me. So... I will be myself. Be what I am. And doesn't want to think of anything else. Enjoy my fucking life. I will do whatever I can or I want.

loner.

Self PT.

PT PT PT.. TRAIN!

Morning went jogging at 7am. Jog from my house to my friend's house at Bukit Panjang (Pending Road). I took around 20minutes to reach there? Is that consider fast or slow ? Hmm.. Went to CCK stadium jog. Ran 2.4km around the stadium. After that to gym. Trained awhile and went Lot1 to have Mac for breakfast.

Had a proper haircut by Crystal. Out of shape by those HTA barbers! Nevermind. I got free haircut outside anyway. Walked from Lot1 to home. Did some home stuffs. OFF TO BATHE! Not sure where am I going later. Maybe to PS awhile. Shall see how at night. Ciaos!

loner.

Book out!

Booked out again and again~~!!

Friday's my book out again. CHEERS! Friday is relaxing day. Had RT before lunch. Means play games. Soccer/Basketball. Barrack cleaning and BOOK OUT !! But got held back for those who took LD last weekend. It's ok. No physical. But ear physical. SS Md Noor talked to us.

Went for movie. Red Cliff 2. Nice. I think there will be part 3 again. Just wait for it.

Am I supposed that you have different though of me ? Will you come back to me ? But the contacts are getting lesser and lesser. What does this mean ? I hope it's the positive. Let's wait and see. =)

loner.

NS life last weekend.

Ns life last weekend.

(MONDAY) ; I had a light duty on monday and as well as for tuesday. My ankle is hurting me. Say me Chao Geng if you want. It's quite bored on LD. Look like a dag tailing behind the owner's arse wherever they go. Light duty till wednesday but my buddy ask me to join back the Squad.

(WEDNESDAY) ; Now I realised that there are quite a number of selfish asses in my squad. And irresponsible people in my squad. Greedy people in my squad. All they think is just for themselves. They do not have a thought for others. Did they ever think of how we look at them ? I bet they did not. Wednesday at 12mn and I typed this post in my phone so that I will remember what I want to post in here. Not because I chose this time. Is just that i came across my mind.

(THURSDAY) ; Thursday resume to my PT. Run and run. Run and more run. But I can take the running. Fucking endure!!! And my buddy. Black cock became white cock. I fucking pour lots of powder at his cock. And it's prickly heat! His cock will suffer ! Burn mother fucking, BURN ! ROAR~

My time improved for running 2.4km. Although I felt that it's still quite slow. Anyway, my company have some idiots from the same fucking squad just loves to create trouble for us. Did night PT on thursday night. Not sure if we will get it another time not. Hope it won't happened again. But they just don't learn their fucking lesson. Those Arseholes!!!

Really, I just do whatever those intructors asked us to do. Fuck it. ENDURE. What a life in there.

loner.

Drink and more drink........

Drink drink drink.......... DEAD

After booked out. Went home to wash my clothes. Hanged them. Went Jurong East to have dinner. Headed to 155 to have some beer first with my friends. Then to Tanjiong Pagar for more drink..

Came back home around 3plus. Was so tired !! Jun Lin asked me to Boat Quay. But I rejected him. I REACHED HOME ALREADY. So didn't went there. Slept till 3pm! 12hours of sleep. Not sure where am I going later. TV FIRST !!

It has been so long. But.. It's ok. Maybe you doesn't want. Or Maybe you are really busy. I don't have too much as well. Monday to Friday will be in prison. Will only get release out on every Friday night. But.. A big sigh..

loner.

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year !!

Yesterday was about to bored to death at night !! When I wanted to go out alone to have a stroll, Xavier called and meet me first. Went Bugis to eat. Was planning to go Clark Quay to scout. But ended up at Boozer Room.

2am+ wave cab along the road. A lady approached to me. Talked to me. And I found out that she's SP ex-staff. She know some of the Kimage staff as well. Waited for half and hour for cab. In the end Andrew drove me to Boat Quay.

Stayed at Boat Quay till 4am. Waited for friend's brother to fetch us. He took around 45mins to reach Central. That was like.. HEHE ! =X Reach home around 6am. Slept. Woke up at 11am. Went to hospital trying to take MC for today and tomorrow. But the fcuking doctor doesn't want to give to me. And I opened the MO's letter. He fcuking wrote something bad. WTF. Anyway, gonna go back to camp soon.. Sighs!! Shall see how. My ankle is hurt. The doctor stated in the letter that I can still run.. Just WHAT THE FCUK MAN ! He thought I want to "geng". AHH. Whatever!

Sighs. Getting more and more fucked up with life. What I want in life ? I doesn't want the current life I'm having now. DEPRESSED !

loner.