Saturday, December 20, 2008
DONE!!
After 10 days of confinement........Offically announced a CHAO RECRUIT (Recruit that never bathe) on 09/12/2008. Anyway, First day on enlistment. Went to CMPB. They asked me if I could see those things that normally people cant see. I said Yes, I do. So.. I was referred to CMPB. They thought I have mental problem. Just because of this I was called a schizophrenic ? CRAP! I reached CMPB. They never notice my exist until 3pm+. for those clerk down there.. I've got 2 words for ya. FUCK YOU !Anyway, The MO said that I have to stay at IMH for 3 days for observation. If get even serious I might stay up to 1 month! FUCK OFF MAN! I NOT INSANE, YOU BASTARD. But I keep insisting that I saw those things when I was small. So he give up. He ask me back to HTA. Tsk!At night on 09/12/08, TIME FOR BOTAK !!The first few days.. Seriously, I'm not afraid to say. I actually cried. I miss my family so badly. I miss home so badly. My first few days was so horrible! It's a HELL for me! Before I enlist, I keep don't feel like going home. I always wanna stay out late. When I went to NS. It's totally different ! Gosh. But I am getting used to it. Day by day.. After my 10 days of confinement. After I book in, the REAL training starts. Now is only for us to get used to it. I am not sure how badly will we get Tekan! I keep telling myself. I can do it ! This is not Tekan! This is training ! It's just for 3 months. I CAN SURVIVE ! The only think I'm scared of is, I will fail my exams. HOPE I WILL PASS !! PLEASE ! PRAY !! Anyway, I quit smoking. Because of some reasons. =)Got lots of things happened. Not sure what to say.. But... NS SUCKS. Waste of time. What to do? Hm.. The meals are... So So.. Sometimes too salty. But Jiak-able. Too less time to eat. Kept rushing. I got my new buddy. His quite fun. His funny too. Anyway, Lazy to type so much. Nothing really wanna say though. =)You have to know who is really your loved ones. They are the one who will really be there when you are down or you need someone to be with. Family and friends. Please do not treat them bad. Be good to them. Nice to them. And you will live with no regrets. Trust me people. Cherish them. One day you will have to be independent. So..... GOOD LUCK GUYS!
loner.
